Thursday, August 28, 2008

exams...tests...!!!whatever!!!







There is always a boundary between two things that are far apart…well that’s my opinion…



Just like when we have classes after each grading period we take periodical exams. This exam challenges each student if there was really any learning left in there heads. In my opinion, most of the students don’t take exams seriously. Some copy from there classmates, and all they care is to attain high scores to be recognized…honestly…I look in the angle wherein, learning is much important, no matter how high our scores maybe, if we didn’t learn anything. For seniors like us, we undergo different types of exams in preparation for the next step we take. There is NCAE, used in determining what course is fitted for a student to avoid mistaken jobs in the future. Another is the different college admission test of different colleges and universities for admission. I’ve took the UPCAT and I’m planning to take also USTET and UNP admission test.

Let me elaborate more…

I’ve chopped each topic for easier reading…

FIRST PERIODICAL EXAMS…

Before:

Whoooooosh..![fast]

Obviously, students rush every requirment needed for exams. I learned to work double time a this time. I’ve reviewed and reviewed but nothing goes in my mind... I even thought of buying a memory enhancer…hehehe. And behind my back is time, I can’t manage my time very well specially in this situations. However, I’ll try my best in reviewing…

During:

Sssssshhh…!

Exams are going on…some of the exams we’ve taken were easy and some were difficult. During the test my only problem was lack of time. There were some I answered with just a guess. Still, I’m hoping to cope up with others…I guess…hehe^_^

After:

*at last it is all DONE..?

So relaxing…[sleepy]

Nothing beats a hot cup of coffee in bed after a tiring day…

I’m expecting again to have lower scores compared to others…when results were anounced…[drum roll]…i got lowest again in math…and in some subject I got high and some are a little low…[gloomy]…I’m so frustrated…I should have gave all my best. Well I guess I’ll try my best in the next exams though…ok I can do it!! Tira-tira!![cheered up]

NCAE:

Before:

OMG…![shocked]

I thought exams were over…well here’s NCAE…another “etchapwerah!” I want to extend my relaxation..but...i guess I have to review…hmmmm…I finally decided I won’t review…[nods] Honestly, I think it would be better if I’ll use my natural reservoir of information in my head, because I think it will work well. And everything will be fine, as long as I believe in myself.[smile].

During:

[yawns]

The sky slowly turns to dark grey color…I gues it’ll rain again…

The NCAE I should last for about 5 hrs. but in our case we finished it ahead of time. Well, good for us, hehe…somehow I only encountered some of the items under the mathematical test my problem. I was hard up in solving them…so I tried guessing the answer again…hehehe…[laughs]

After:

[stretches up]

At long last I can finally take advantage of the time to relax…phew!...earlier I’ve been super worn out. I didn’t even had time for my family and my friends. But the good thing is..i’ve learned something in each day of my life.

After challenges are over….however…there are more to come for me to overcome them. As I overcome each challenge and fear…I know my friends will be there…my familyeveryone…I will never get lonely and alone.

And as I will move on…I’ll continue to study and push myself a little bit more but I must make sure I won’t push myself too much or else…I’ll end up being hurt…[smiles]

I love what I am today, tomorrow, next week, next month, next year and in the future…!-[aika]

Monday, August 11, 2008

my life, my world...

Life has many things to offer…


As days past by, people change …everything change. In each day of our lives , we learn from our own errors and laugh at our own errors. We cry when were hurt, we giggle when were happy. I those days did we really got what we wanted???

Admitt it all of us commit errors…some of them are indelibe some may be not. In my case there are some indelible memories thou. I guess my life is so hard thesedays, at home I’ve got tons of extra work and duties to do. At school, tons & tons of work also. It’s non-stop work for me. But I enjoy it.



I’ve discovered something new about myself, and that is…I became more interested in PHOTOGRAPHY…why???well, I really enjoy taking pictures of nature, people working and more. I started liking it when I first took a shot of the Vigan Heritage Village, Crisologo Street, Vigan City…unfortunately due to my tight copyright law..i can post it yet…sorry!

Going back to my new learnings and discoveries…


I’ve learned also how to cope up with others..on how and what way they do things. I ‘v also learned how to love someone and how to return love…


LOVE is in the air…
blah!..blah!...blah



I guess I’ll set aside love first….and learn to put STUDIES first. I promised myself to focus more on mystudies so that I can be as the same level as my sister is. But as long as I will graduate….it’ll be fine!

As I mentioned I’ve got tons & tons of problems and challenges but no conflict. These problems of mine involves around the SCHOOL, MY FAMILY, MY HOME and….hmmm..oh! no more. They may look simple but they’re so hard to solve. I Have problems in studies which is on MATH…I don’t know why? But I’m so DUMB when I’m dealing with numbers, but sometimes I can cope up… in my family, a lot of miaunderstandings are arising. At home, the jobs that are given to me..with this problems I think my head is gonna BURST, EXPLODE and BROKEN into pieces.

In facing this problems, I learn to face them bravely and overcome them. In my studies, I can study more, so that I can excel more. In my family, I must learn to feel what they also feel. At home, I must manage my time wisele and equally. And I should relax too.

In every step I make, I can see myself following the path that I have chosen. I must not fear thus I must bear it and face it..! and I know I can do it!

Tira-tira!

Thursday, August 7, 2008

what do i think about ICT...hmmmmm!?







helLO!



As different school years pass, more and more things are coming. More surprises,more twists, and more up’s and down’s will emerge thus, we need more energy and courage to face them.

In our present curriculum, ICT is in our reach. Knowing it, ICT has been the most interesting part or the turning point within the curriculum. Why? It is because, it is were we, students, can explore more about the internet. On how it started, how to use it, and on how it is today. Each day, I learn many things. In fact even if others say that I’m good at it, I too commit mistakes. And I bet even if I am already a pro, there are still lacking facts and ideas that are to be filled in. The knowledge I gain throughout our class had really helped me a lot. But the fact is, even if we don’t have that much talks or discussions, it’s fun.

However, I guess… one of the problems I encounter is the time. Well, most of my classmates are really saying that “It would have been better if there was more time.” And I agree with that. Being aware that ther is a gap between or classroom and the computer lab, this adds up to the deduction of our period in ICT. Another is the computers, I’m really pissed of everytime our computer hungs-up suddenly. If I were to suggest one thing, I’d suggest to upgrade the computers to make them faster so that we, students can work with it efficiently and effectively because the fact is were aware about technology nowadays and the new technology helps us to bloom and sprung up.

Challenges can never be avoided. I can consider the time, because time is time and we can never change it or we can’t go back to time, aren’t we? Regarding the system of our computers, I guess its up to the school. I’m not saying that I’m not satisfied but the fact is it’s just my opinion. To sum it up, even there were problems, we’ve moved on and learned.

Moving on I will never regret that I have studied. In fact, what was important is what I learned and I’ve learned to use and apply them in good ways to help others and our country. No one can replace the learnings and experiences that I manage to keep in as a fragment of my memory. With this, I will pursue my dreams.